so much for friends. 

Breakfast
Scrambled egg with wheat toast

Lunch
Wheat pita with tomato and cheese (aka pizza)

Snack
Kiwi

Dinner
Ezekiel bread with almond butter

It could be better but not too terrible compared to yesterday:(

Eating like a pig and gaining weight are the only things I can do right.

That’s how I feel right now. Because I just ate tons of sugar. 
Lately, I’ve been just eating natural sugar but no today I just had to binge on stupid junk food that people sent me.

It was so NOT WORTH IT. I put it out so my roommates could eat it. Going back on the refined-sugar-free lifestyle :)

I didn’t even really want to eat it, like I wasn’t hungry or anything, I’m just so used to wanting it so badly that I gave in. I can feel my heart rate increased and I feel completely disgusting. Back on track tomorrow!  

Binged. Again. Failure. 

anaslittl3bitch:

Yeah. This is me.

Binged today. And have been eating WAY too much all week. 

I think it’s because I’m stressed with school stuff, but that’s no excuse. 

Tomorrow, I’m waking up early to go run before class and cut refined sugar out of my diet completely. I HATE feeling this disgusting. I tried to purge but couldn’t. I can’t decide if this means I’m weak for not being able to, or weak for trying to. I can feel the roll of fat around my stomach right now….

And of course I should be studying instead of on Tumblr. Story of my life.